How did god evolve?

Creation means made so I made this up. I believe I am thinking logically here but my logic is created/made. So……made up logic might be made up to agree with whats been made up.

I can speak to you. But if I was born alone I would have no need to speak at all. So if god exists he could not have always spoken a language. Certainly not English anyway. Life I can just about get my head around could have always existed. But the things life has created, must be new additions to that life. (thought up, made up, worked out) So many aspects of what we think of as the stereo type god, are just things that he created, or parts of his persona that evolved, developed over time.The original, pure un-evolved god, wouldn't have had these personality traits or insights, yet.
That's not to say god is less than we are, any less evolved, now. But once he may in a sense have been so. Even memory as we know it, is very thought based. Emotions once learned seems to create instinctive memory of the emotional lessons.

Our eyes and our brain if they evolved separately would have had to go for some period where we could not see the world outside of our bodies, yet we had eyes. While our brain developed a 3D program to process it. Meanwhile we still see with our brains eye like we do in dreams. While we were evolving we would be more like animals less wordy, more instinct driven by emotional memories rather than recorded thoughts. Not to say that a record is not always being kept, in DNA. But was anyone reading it? Or did it just feel right to write that DNA pattern down somewhere?
Like dreams that are harder to remember when we move to the next thought. Easy to forget. If god exists then all these patterns are placed there deliberately to teach us an important truth. If no god exists, evolution left them there for us to discover an important truth, either way that truth remains the same. Without time to construct the way we remember and process our thoughts, we would still be like animals. With instinct. Feeling certain ways are better because they feel good. So natural selection the feel good factor, definitely chooses the path for gods creation. Because they felt like the right selection to keep.

If in this way god could evolved first. So that then, we as humans decided to choose not to learn by being told, by god, what was “good and bad.” But by learning the hard way, (Trial and error, evolution! Selecting what works for us) that method which god himself used once to become who he is or… or is BECOMING.

The theory of everything The birth of hydrogen the first lucid dream.
I wrote the blog in this link to express what if god was born only when he started to develop long term memory? Then realised he was alive and real.
Maybe we are still waiting for the highest god to evolve IN and through US. Showing us it is true,not telling but proving, when we see us being peaceful, loving, united. Actual evidence of all powerful love....
Yet there is wisdom in learning from birth pains…….